Hey y'all!
hahas. Leaving for the airport in probably an hour's time.
AHHH so scary. I'm still not sure of what to do.
Sekali I bring back alot of stuff how sia.
Can't squeeze into that small suitcase of mine.
AHHHHHHH!!! Erika, I don't know HOW you could survive there. hahas.

I miss you too queeny! hahas. And everyone else too, okays.
hahas.

Anyways,
for JAN20th, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERENE!
hope you see this leh.hahas.

BYE~!!

NEW BLOGSKIN.
Thought I needed a little change in environment. hahas.

Anyways, not going to TP or NP's open houses. Especially NP. sniffs. =(
So SAD~!!
Erika couldn't get back from Germany in time, and WanDin and I had some conflicting schedules. And I really didn't dare ask others anyways. PFFT.
WTV lah, I need the time to pack anyway.

Oh yeah, we went for NP's RED Camp last December le anyways. They gave like so many tours at the camp,so it would kind of be like repeating everything at open house!! hahas.
But the RED Camp was really quite fun. Wish that other CCHY pple would have gone then too.
But I really hope to go there after getting back O'Level results lahh.
Going SP should be pretty alright too. hahs.
Didn't go to TP's open house before...but too bad lor,since it's quite far.
Can't go to this year's NYP's open house also! Since I'll be braving the cold of harsh winter... sniffs.



Also, I heard that you can like, "consult" the polys after getting back your O'Level results...
At least, that's what the SP people told us.
And that's what my cousin did too, cos I think she failed some important subject. So she went around asking what courses she was applicable for, etc.

I'll have to check up on this.


Oh well,
bye y'all. =]

I'VE GOT TO START PACKING ALREADY!!
Aiyoh. So many things to do... I should probably get started!
ARGH. And how exactly am i gonna blog there?!!...
Geez. I gotta brush up on the language too. It's like studying all over again.
I should REALLY get started.


A few days ago, I met up with Feimin and Bel to get back FullHouse VCD and Show's CD. Bel seems to be coping pretty well leh. hahas. Of course lah, she's a smart-ass. Feimin seems to be adapting well too, but Geog. and Maths seems to be a problem i guess.? hahas, I noticed from her blog...
And it seems like YJC is in real need of funds.
You never saw much fundraising activities from CCHY, did you? hahas.

Sorry I can't be there suffering with you! hahas. But don't worry girl, I'll enjoy my trip. hahas.


And who said first 6 weeks of JC was supposed to be fun? hahas.
wtv lahh.



Toodles~!

Was blog-surfing and came across a person's blog. I'm not sure if it's a friend of a friend or whatever, but anyway.. I think i sort of knew what the person was writing about, thought I'm not positively sure, of course. But the way that person put down those thoughts into words was true.

Making the decisions you want is never easy.
Even though making the right decision always is.


I can tell Mom still wants me to go back there, and try NOT go to an overseas university. Because Dad can't afford an overseas education. It's saddening (or is it maddening?) to think that they were the ones who told me to leave that place since i wasn't happy, but they were also the ones who seem to WANT me to go back...

Yeah, sometimes i feel that I should have given that place another chance. (Since like, everyone was raving about how fantastical their JC lives were and all. Even with all the studying/lectures/tutorials.)
But I didn't feel like I really belonged, I couldn't adapt as fast as I had hoped to, and on 2nd thought, I probably wouldn't have coped that well.
hahas.


Pessimism kicking in again, I know~!! =(
Thinking of changing my blog. Change of environment in cyberspace! hahas.




Anyways,....

Sarah, RAIN as a baby wasa already talented at 'dian-ing' le. hahas.

Myrin, I enlarged the font le. Sorry for making all of you squint!!!

Feimin, CHECK OUR MYRIN'S BLOG AND TAG IT. (she wants you to.)

Oh yes, maybe you should get a tagboard for your blog too, fmin. =]
we wanna tag you. hahas.

signed the withdrawal form at YJC yesterday.
OH.MY.GOD.
can you believe that even the school's SECURITYGUARD & THECLERK tried to make me stay at YJ?
Geez, make a decision like this and people make a big hoo-ha over it.
Predictable...
since i'm like, rejecting the direct route to the universities and taking the more CHALLENGING route there..
Hopefully, i CAN end up there[the university] eventually.hahas.

Well, from ANOTHER point of view, i could be someone who likes challenges, eh? hahas.stupid theory, but i'm just saying lah.

Anyways, had to wait superduper long for the principal to talk to my dad & i.
sianz.
Knew it was coming. She kept convincing me to come back and everything.
I didn't dare to tell anyone from the school that their school retained loads of students. I had the utmost confidence that i would be one of them retainees, since i wasn't much of an Astudent anyways.
Furthermore, i really wanted to go to a poly. Cos i knew i would probably not be able to get into a JC then.
She also told me to read some books, since she knew of my interest in Lit.
THAT, i will do.


Since i'm also leaving Singapore for Korea with my cousin, that kinda constitutes as a reason for leaving too.
hahas.
I hope THAT answered your question as to where i'm going, queeny.
hahas. sorry i forgot to type that the other day!!


RAIN'S COMING Concert is on the 21st~!!

and i'm leaving Singapore on the same day.
what a bummer...
HEY maybe i could get a chance to see him at the airport! [i'm just thinking okays?]
hahas.


don't get me wrong, i don't really like Rain that much actually.
just that it would be really cool to see a celebrity.
hahas.
but he IS still very cuuuute~
check out his baby picture.
no double eyelids as a baby also!! hahas.
damn cute man~







just saw a Korean variety show programme with today's theme on handphones!
they gave some really good advice. they said, 'Constant phone calls don't always keep the relationship'. which is quite true, really.

ANYONE WANNA GO TP'S AND/OR NP'S OPEN HOUSE?
hahas.
just asking lah.


oh yesh.
my dad called yjc le, i gotta sign the withdrawal form tomorrow.
met bel today and she said GP's gonna be real tough.
even melissa admitted that she could feel the pressure.
sniffs.

oh yeaah. my mom has confirmed my trip le.
i'm leaving Singapore on the 21st.
i'll be gone for 10days!!
you guys better miss me!! hahas. just kidding lah.

I REALLY MISS CCHY.
okay, just wanted to say that lah.

after looking through some blogs, where i think most of them said how much they enjoyed being at their new JCs for orientation.. how they were so crazy over the DiscoNight and etc. and even looking through chongyan's blog about the CCA orientation seemed to threaten to 'loosen' my tear ducts. hahas. a little exaggerating,i know...but wtv!!
too bad i couldn't stay to watch the fancy drills put up by the NCC and of course, NPCC.
anyways i went to cca orientation late... talked to the Sec4s of '06 and MrLee.told him i wasn't going to YJC anymore. talked about somemore stuff...
had to leave earlier to meet fmin,sifan & huiping... MISSED THE FANCYDRILLS. sniffs.
another few things to add.

I REALLYREALLY MISS THE SEC4 SQUAD OF 2006.
hope the canoeing outing 'takes off'. hahas.

but i'm not going to pretend that i REALLY like the JC life.
so there.
i realise almost everyone's been blogging about how much they LOVED their JC and hope to go back after getting back their olevel results, but i'm just pretty much indifferent lah.
unlike feimin...i'm not really getting used to the life there. [sadly... =( ]


and i just don't get why the hell YJC wants the students to be separated TWICE.
wtv lahs.
my dad[rather, my whole family] is against me from going anymore.
maybe it's better if i don't force myself to stick to societal norms bah.
they're thinking of sending me to my aunt's or something. WHEE~
so sorry i'm like pangseh-ing you guys [my groups.A6...] lah.
especially the cchy pple. sorry Feimin,Sifan and Huiping!! hope you guys'll understand...
oh ya, and Jerene,sorry cannot 'escort' you home le.hahas. hope you don't get lost hor. hahas. unless you find another escort, i can still help if you want! hahas.
hope all of you guys have fun..!!
don't think i might be able to see you guys again.. but i enjoyed the 3days there. =]
ROCK ON A6~!!
REALLY HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU (SOMEWHERE) AGAIN LAH.okays?!!



oh yesh. my resolutions?
-lose weight. AS ALWAYS!!
-grow taller. AGAIN,AS ALWAYS!!
-work hard to communicate better in Korean.
-learn makeup. hey, i don't wanna remain a plain Jane FOREVER!!
-be happier and stronger/braver than ever. =]
-work hard,play hard!! hahas.
-stay in touch with my friends.and make new ones. hahas.

hope to stick to it lo. hahas.


great advice:
BUILD A BRIDGE, AND GET OVER IT!!

Lizzie!
27/12/1990
CCHY;NPCC.
SP Media&Comm DMC2B02
I am a fangirl -.-



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