YJC called yesterday.
UGH.
got into some class OG29. and house Admiralty6.
didn't get into the same class and house as feimin and sifan.
i thought they might not separate us like this...
wtf.
thought of giving this JC thing a shot.
but now i REALLY don't feel like going. geez.
hate being alone.

just a few more days to 2007.
i'm kind of afraid of counting down to the new year.
i like new starts, don't get me wrong... just that, i don't really have the courage to face things anymore...

it's also pretty different from the last year, where the Sec3 squad (then) had a BBQ, celebrated Nas's birthday and counted down to 2006.
but it seems pretty lonely...and quiet...this year.
i don't mind being a homebody though.hahas.

i think i also fear of making a new start in school.
making new friends... all that stuff.
i guess, however old you may be, there's still that kind of innate kind of fear that you might end up friendless in your new school.
or, maybe it's just me.
wahahas.


somebody save me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME HAPPY BITHDAY TO ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

finally... sweet sixteen.
but i don't really feel happy being 16.
something felt missing. i don't know.


went for japanese buffet. bought the fbt shorts le. cut the cake le. too bad no cheese cake. oh well. mom and dad are getting better now. at least they're talking again.

remembered last year when i celebrated my birthday with mom's family in korea.
the cake was sooo... HEALTHY.
hahas.
check it out.

can you see the cute little tomatoes??
okay fine, i had never seen TOMATOES on a cake before lah.
hahas. it actually tasted pretty good leh.
see the candles? very thin right??
hahas. so cute lor.
guess i missed those times as well y'know.


okay. back to the present.
for dinner, mom cooked kimchi fried rice. [ cos i told her i suddenly had a craving for it. ] hahas. so yummy~~~
feel like celebrating my birthday by watching an NC16 movie. like The King And The Clown!! wahahas.

oh yes.
thkx for the birthday wishes, guys. =]


gotta thank you too.
thanks for remembering. hahas.
even though you had to leave for your trip so early.

i found it on this website: http://theyangpa.wordpress.com/2006/06/19/lee-jun-ki-becomes-pantyliner-spokes-model/.

check this out.

Actor Lee Jun Ki has been declared the new spokes-model for Kotex Pantyliners in Korea, a move that surprises virtually no one. Says Kotex representative Sarah Geller, “We feel that Lee is a perfect fit for promoting feminine hygiene products, because when you think of Lee Jun Ki, you think ‘douchebag.’” Lee quickly became a sensation after starring in the movie The King and the Clown (왕의 남자), a Korean remake of Juwanna Man set during the Joseon dynasty. The piano-playing Lee was then featured in a series of commercials for Seongnu beverage, a pomegranate-flavored estrogen supplement. His latest turn as a pantyliner pitchman has his fans excited. “I wanna marry Lee Jun Ki! I just want to hug and kiss him all day!” squealed Park Seongi, a 37-year old inmate in Yeoungdeungpo Correctional Institute.




wahhahas.
UGH. okays... what a 'cute' joke.
they completely changed the commercial poster he did for the original.
which i can't find right now. wahahahas. maybe next time i'll put it up for y'all to compare. hahas.

hohoho.
christmas is over. my birthday is tomorrow.
i feel old.
hahas.

but there's still an unexplainable uneasiness if i think about how to celebrate it.
oh well.
just get angpow can le. wahahas.

MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR y'all!!
hahas.
hope everyone got their prezzies.

oh yeah. dad came home yesterday.
"well, at least he comes back for your birthday...AND christmas," says my mom.
can't say i'm soo happy though.
so much tension in the house.
it's like i'm sleeping next to a bomb. a nuclear bomb.

elvie thinks her life is boring & nothing to blog about.
don't worry lah.
my life is so much boring-er can??
i don't even care much about updating my friendster...or even cam-whoring..or blahblahblah.
BUT someday i will do that. SOMEDAY!!
someday i'll try to be mmmoooorrreeeee interesting.
in the meantime............
boring person ALERT!!
enter at your own risk.okay.better stop. it's getting LAME.hahas.

anyhow.rewind to 2days earlier.
DEC20
woke up late. almost late for meeting bel outside ntuc, then we bought titbits there before going to semb.watched the last few episodes of DevilBesideYou.....and i cried.
okays maybe it wasn't SOO touching, but yeah wtv.
i have a sensitive soul. wahahas.
chatted/gossiped in feimin's newly-painted BLUE room.

rushed home...went for campfire.
saw dad while crossing the road. didn't know what to say.
what could i say anyways?
go all soft and say,"daddy, please come home..."
or scold him, "why the hell are you so paranoid about mom leaving us?"
might as well shut the fuck up before he turns kooky ya.
wtv.

waited for piings & queen at the busstop.
climbed into the school. was honked by a passing car. oh we're such BAD stoodents.
waited. [ so much delays!! duh. ]
went into the toilet at the sportshall.. and went "WHOA!! where did THIS wall come from?!"
wonder if we were the last few to realise this.
campfire. so different.sitting on chairs instead of the floor.
can't say i like it much!!
sec4s tried going high... [ we alumnis yet? ] but kinda failed.in the end mood so low.
they talked about going kayaking...but don't know when leh. hmms.oh well.

oh yeah.
for DEC21...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIPING!


okays. i'm still reeling from the shock i received awhile ago.
well,honestly, it isn't what i REALLY want.
and i've already made plans.

It's raining so heavily outside.
It's so cold inside.

i know i haven't been blogging in awhile. well, i mean, other than the stoopidly damn short post on which JC i was posted to.. hahas. sorry.
been pretty lazy to come online to blog recently. been playing loads of FFX-2 on PS2 with my brother these past few nights, and practising the guitar.

and... SORRY 4F-ians... can't go to the chalet or the BBQ. last minute mom say cannot lah. hahas sorry. YOU GUYS HAVE FUN!!! miss y'all!
oh yeah. it was really fun when we were in sentosa. hahas.

anyways, loads of things have happened since that day... and as i'm typing this post out right now, some BIG things have happened already. our lives are about to change.DRASTICALLY.
wanted to blog more about the past few days. but i'm REALLY not in the mood.
there's a very good reason for that.

here's the thing. my dad has left home for good, i think.
after being on thin ice with mom for so many days, it seems like the timebomb has just gone off and exploded. and now, he's packed his bags and left. for where, i have no idea.
mom was crying silently in my room as dad was packing.
it is so hard to keep your tears fromm flowing out at times like these.

i seriously don't know what is going to happen next. all i know for now is that mom needs my bro and i very much now. and mom says we gotta go to korea for awhile...probably for her to let her talk to her family and calm down and all that... living in singapore is much too lonely for her.
also, maybe the family shopping trip tmr with my relatives is cancelled.great.

damn.this sucks.
i'm not pining for sympathy.
everyone needs their own space to let stuff like this out SOMEWHERE.

geez.
i guess i won't be going online for awhile now.?
maybe just to blog. i don't know.



oh yeah.just wanna add some stuff first.
sorry queeny & pings, can't go see y'all at marina... can't go out... =( sniffs.

hey feimin!! can't wait to watch DevilBesideYou again. tell me when we're going to Bel's or your house kayys....!! =]

The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Name: YISHUN JUNIOR COLLEGE (ARTS)
Course Code: 34A

okay. so i got into yishun jc. hey, it's all good. i mean, i don't need to wake up SOO early just to get to some faraway jc.
got into ARTS, yeah. cos...yeah it's the lesser of the 2 evils. hahas.
anyways. edaline got into yjc too!! hahas. can see old friend le.
feimin also in yjc le. maybe same class leh. hahas. pretty excited lah can. anyways. nas, LIZZIE's not dead. hahas

gonna watch HappyFeet with my bro now.
can't wait! hahas.
i heard the new movie for the HarryPotter franchise is also shown before the movie.
anyways.... check it out here if you haven't already!!

http://www.harrypotterorderofthephoenix.com/

heyyos. haven't blogged in awhile. so i'm just gonna play cheat laa okays. =]
anyways. got back from the RED camp. finally..
pretty fun lah. but most of the cheers were like what we learnt in NPCC & the SecThreeCamp. even the funknot that they made us learn...was exactly the same knot we used to tied our campcraft strings last time... sniff.
WAH. the cheers hor. got the sharkattack that one.[remember the LMSC course?]
awww....... miss the sec4 np squad...
hahas.
and the MACHOclaps? man, those are just cuuuute.

so here i go.
DEC2
entertained by MCs again. Zaid brought his DROWSY [an elephant softtoy]. i brought Samsoon's piggie too, since erika wanted to see how big it was.hahs.
okay fastforward to the clusterprogramme. to Engineering sch.did photoframe.dint win.BLEAH,not cut out for it anyways. toured around. waited & waited hungrily for LUNCH. chatted with some of the Ambassadors.kept egging us on to check out the courses.or at least pretend to be interested. hahas wtv.
finally FEASTing time. not much of a feast lor. then we were squeezed into a smelly LT.
Matthew finally announced that.... he's a korean-chinese.
i was like...shocked much??!! WOWZA. tong lei ?
they announced the luckydraw...prizes...skits...& a video.aww.
time to leave NP.

rushed to Somerset to meet cousin. went for her b'day party at some hotel. looking down from the glasswindow of the restaurant,there were like some hos & some rich cheekopeks touching herethereeverywhere.then all of a sudden they seemed like they were fighting. whoa. and then the show ended when the girls left. :(

wow.what a surprise.but not really the "kind" that i am truly...'yearning' for.

DEC1
got entertained by the MCs, as usual. hahs. then the cluster programme. to the Life & Health Sciences sch. went to look at some goldfish eggs & sperms. [gosh, that just sounds friggin GROSS.] interesting stuff. kinda pitied the fishes cos they had to be squeezed so their eggs & sperms could be forced out for artificial fertilisation. then some nursing thingies..
LUNCH. KFC.shrooms burger & FishOle!. no mushrooms in shrooms. =( maybe fishOle! was nicer. sniffs.
then the next CLUSTERPROGRAMME..to the Media & Humanities schools.

YAYS.reallyreallyreally cool stuffs lorhhs. made my interest in masscomm grow mucho stronger. actually filmsound&video is really cool too,but i just don't really SEE myself as the next RoystonTan or KelvinTong or whoever else.. hahas.
then to know more abt the ChineseStudies course. did the chinese painting stuff. [stuff some pple learnt from MdmYeo in SecTwo.] tried painting a panda by following the instructor,& kinda ended up with a teddybear ALFRED. hahas. then some puppetshow for ECH. hahs sososo funny leh.like back in preschool.lols.
dinner- Yoshinoya.
pretty okay larhhs.
dint stay for the Jam&Hop cos dint feel like partying lah.

NOV30
first day of NgeeAnn Poly's RED camp. met erika & kieran. almost couldnt find the shuttlebus. blahblahblaaah. forgot what we EXACTLY did.but we met jodeline & wandin. sat at conventioncentre & waited while they gave out the EarlyBirdPrizes.
then Business programme talk. the lecturer RAPPED lor. like how cool izzat!! imagine one of your teachers doing THAT! like mrlee. hahas. skits & etcetcetc. DaphneKhoo performed for us too.great voice. yupyupyup.

The MCs Zaid & Bryan/Brian were like superduper cute!! their banter was really witty/funny/lame/... really cute. and Zaid had to like keep bantering with other MCs too cos Bryan was often missing & a guy [i forgot his name all of a sudden] whose hair is like PaulTwohill had to takeover. hahs.
Red Team's teamleader...was a guy called Matthew. the MCs said he wasn't pure Chinese and wanted us to guess what 'blood' he was mixed with. i guessed he was an ABC cos the MCs said he was the only one with 'an accent'. but more on that later.
LUNCHTIME-----mac.
The McChicken & Fillet-O-Fish dint mayo,veggies & etc. oh well, what to expect from freelunches. eheh. erika's church friend... K.G, joined our group. he's japanese-chinese and looks like AndrewSIR from the side. hahas.
ClusterProgramme next.went to the IT & DigitalMedia sch. pretty interesting animation stuffs.
fastforward back to the convention center.got briefed on the activities for the next day by the MCs.
then CCA X!perience. went to the Atrium...and it rained.what a bummer. and like, the whole place FLOODED. first time in NP's history, the Ambassadors said. no wonder pple were like pulling out their HPs & video-ing. hahas.typical s'poreans... :x
so we went for dinner.. had some sourdrink called OLE! quite yummy.gets sour-er each time you take a sip. i think. but its nice! yummy~!

then waited for the luckydraw but dint win anything. and we went home emptyhanded except for kieran who won wildwildwet tix. almost won grand prize. suay sia.

finally.. HOME SWEET HOME.

NOV29
went to fmin's house to watch DevilBesideYou. damn nice show sia!! now i know why fmin's like sooo crazy over this show...and MikeHeJunXiang. he has such beautiful eyes..quite handsome worrs.hahas. the show abit dramamama la.but still quite funny!! hahas. we're continuing soon.at bel's house if not wrong. [i forgot when lah.hahas]
but soon!!
can't wait!!

NOV 28
The Chung Cheng High School Prom. Loads of preparations beforehand. prepared 2dresses cos my mom bought one longlongtime before.[might as well bring yar.]
met queeny,pings & sarah and took a taxi to MeritusMandarin.they looked really nice!met up with fmin,bel & myrin to pass them their tickets.they were nice too. hahas. picture-taking and all that... EVERYONE WAS SO NICELY DRESSED/MADE UP that pings & i felt like we were sooooo under-dressed."
cos we dint really do up our hair nicely the rest. heck, i just had a hairband on,and my dyed hair. and like, my makeup was so light until queeny asked, "did you put makeup?"
GOSH.i looked so fat in my dress. luckily i changed to the other one later. looks LESS fat.but still. hahs.
ok enough complaining~!!!
anyways. the food was EXCELLENT!! wanted to go for more. but paiseh leh,my table the girls like eat so little siah!! hahas.no offense girls, i'm just a friggin big eater. hahas.

games.fun to watch the guys play & doing the forfeits..wahahs. then toiletbreaks. changed my dress. then.. i think it was pics time!! took pics. but forgot used whose camera, cos i could only find around 8 or 9 photos in my cam. hahs.

and the results for...
PROM KING & QUEEN... were chunann & kaixin!! chunann looked like some kinda Asian moviestar, & kaixin was just like a lil' pwetty pwincess.hahas. AND MR & MISS CONGENIALITY... puiyee & zhanqing!! puiyee's hair was so damn nice lah can.. zhanqing,tallest guy..unique dressing lah.hahas.

alrighty.
couldnt post any photos cos my program for the camera thingy not installed yet arhhs.
maybe next time!!

sorry dint take with you SERENE. couldnt see you. hahas jk. no lah. you looked so cuteycuteycute in your dress.like some actress whose name i cannot remember. hahas.

Lizzie!
27/12/1990
CCHY;NPCC.
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