Saturday, April 22, 2006 @ 4/22/2006 09:19:00 pm
elvie told me she couldn't see the picture in my blog. funny. anyways i'll be changing blogskins after the exams. HOPEFULLY. hahas.
ok anyways.
yesterday was the 2.4km run. i think i did really badly. ahem.alliance so noisy har.hahas.okay i'm kidding. dint feel too good after the run. my ankle started hurting a little. so i dint go for np. ugh.sorry i couldn't go, you guys. and hope the sec3s got the posts they wanted. hahas. they're gonna be taking over the unit... oh gosh i feel old. hahas. i've realised that i haven't really been there for np activities this year. for one, i missed the ATF cos of some stoopid reason (if i rmbr correctly),and friday's activity just cos of being sick. even though i haven't been SO committed to np, or SO close to everyone there... there's still some shred of affinity there between the sec4squadmates.i think. that's probably like one of the only things worth coming to np for...although i'm really not tight with any one of them. hahas. i'm VERY ashamed to admit thaat.
[that's what i come to np for.even though it is a real bore. (?). hahas. i rmbr hearing the girls singing that before.]
ARGH! the mid-year exams are coming!! i don't think i'm ready for it...but i'll work hard for this.
WITHOUT getting 'burnt' before the o's.
hahas. work hard y'all. =] and stay healthy!! the weather's been horrible.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, April 15, 2006 @ 4/15/2006 10:54:00 pm
been to see a few blogs... and it seems april is quite a depressing month eh? hahas.
sometimes you just can't do anything about the things that happen.
especially the bystanders who watch it all unfold in front of their eyes. they can only watch, they can't do anything about it. not a single thing. and that's the worst torture to endure: not being able to do anything to help.
oh well. forgot to mention about the bandconcert on wednesday. the power of sleep was too powerful to resist. so here goes.
WEDNESDAY:
went with bel,sop,fmin and myrin. fmin said i had geraldine's dress sense cos of what i wore that say. [[yup.i'm embracing my tomboyish side.]] but i only wore longpants cos i'm scared of zao geng-ing.and its fun acting a little boyish leh.
took neos at bugis.took more photos when we reached VCH. most of the photos are with fmin & sifan. so cant post anything really. right. we saw many people dressed in formal attire. pretty nice i must say... unfortunately some had to point out that i was dressing like the guys. :( hahas. the concert was pretty good.nice, interesting surprises. if only there wasn't school the next day. we wouldn't have had to leave like so early and everything.
THURSDAY:
some ponned school.some came late.and loads of people were eating breakfast in class. yes, we ARE a multi-talented class. we study and talk and eat and breathe and think at the same time. hahas.
anyways.i'm tired. my headache's acting up again.
and exams are coming. crap.
okayokay.i'll stop my nonsense. hahas. =]
so come on, tell me.
Friday, April 14, 2006 @ 4/14/2006 10:58:00 pm
i've snapped.
my last line of tolerance has distintegrated.
its all because of them.
don't they understand?
they keep saying i don't study hard enough this year.
don't they know?
that i've always tried to work hard?
fine.
my father has such old-fashioned views about studying.
he thinks staying up late at night
means im studying. yeah.
they said i've changed, from bad to worse, that im getting rude.
and they blame HIM.
he is so not involved in this.
they say we keep going out. now, do we?!
do they think that i'm the sort who neglects my studies because of someone?
honestly, i've tried to work harder BECAUSE of it.
why is it my father doesn't ever understand?
he has never bothered about others' feelings, except for his son.
he's driving away the only person who's making me feel happy.
some would say, "they care about you".
yeah. they do.
and it drives me
insane.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @ 4/09/2006 11:04:00 pm
right. my new blogskin. for now, i think. hahas. cos the last one... i couldn't see the side bar thingy. hahas. will put up with this one. anyways, gotta go now. i can't remember what i wanted to blog about!! hahas. i'm getting old, i know.
so come on, tell me.
