bloody confused. so my blog is in a freakin' mess now. pardon while i complain can anort.
ahem, well. i haven't been blogging in awhile. in a LONG while. cos.. i am just so freakin' busy trying to even catch some sleep, finish hwk & also try to fit in. and anyways, would anyone just TAG or even READ my blog? i don't think so. like ANYONE even cares. ughh. forgive my pessimistic style of writing. but its true lor.

so anyways, the other day during socialstudies lesson i scored really badly for a test, like erika, but tt doesn't mean tt mrs ang can like be biased towards the e.lit. group... plus i was sick since monday. like hello,don't the sick even get sympathised? i even hv an MC & wasn't even supposed to come to sch on tuesday. ughh. cant even concentrate properly in class now, i have GOT TO get more sleep or i'll suffer even more. which explains the reason why i was so pissed off tt day. even onglai sms-ed, & alvin tagged [as shown above.hahas.] which is so unlikely to happen lor.

on tt note, i gotta admit i don't hv any guy frens at all. queen says i look&sound too mature & i speak english quite fluently. like so? just cos i don't look as cute/pretty, don hv a stead, don speak chinese well & don really noe chinese music, i get discriminated. i jus don get why pple just don talk normally to me. im gonna say it NOW. I UNDERSTAND CHINESE OKAY, BLOODYHELL.I JUST DON'T GET SOME WORDS CAN.EXPLAIN LA.

ps:
-hope nana enjoys K.L. .... woohoo.
-argh. but sec3 squad rocks. except for me.
-ok, im stil sick, so i cant go play bball with queenie,wp,jean & huiyan tmr.
-want the right to belong. think i noe how she feels.

heard from anabel that sophia dint come to school today cos she had high fever, and the type of fever was the kind that the literature students would know about, starting with the letter 'T'. erika, fmin & i were so shocked cos we knew tt in the book "The English Teacher", typhoid fever was the 'king of fevers' & pretty dangerous really. oh gosh. hope she's ok and all, but that means thaat our projects are gonna be put on hold for awhile. oh well. oh yeah, elvina's reason for being absent in school was pretty hilarious. LOL.

woohhoo! Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is finally here!!! yay~
hohos. just went to collect it & read it for a pretty long time. so cool man. took e children's version since i collected most of the books in that pattern already. but now i realise that the adults' version held pretty much more meaning. cos on the cover was the book on 'advanced potion-making'. i think it will signify something important in the later part of the book. because from where i read up to, that book belonged to the *SPOILER-ALERT* Half-Blood Prince.

ooh well, gotta catch up on some more reading. getting crazy over harrypotter again. =p

another posting by the cis. stop playing mind-games with us will you. some of us are actually affected by the friggin' news revealed today. i seriously don't want the sec3 squad to separate into 2 squads. i don't want the unity we painstakingly fought so hard for be ruined & wasted away like this just cos of the posting. like wat peihui ma'am said the other time, no squad has ever survived something like this, and i think that maybe she could be right. but i just don't want things to end up this way, especially so quickly. argh. watever.

the 1st day i was HIGH in a long time. but only for awhile before my inferiority complex took over my limited self-confidence AGAIN.

anyhoo, happy birthday to weikuang.. no.1 in class man. hahs. today was the STAR WARS play. hahs, yup. pretty funny, lame, cute & exciting man. but loads of the original stuff in the script got changed and the ending was pretty weird cos it dint match the title. which btw, is A Misread Prophecy.. if im not wrong its supposed to be both OhBeeQuack Kenobi & Anakin Skyfaller be the chosen two. hahas. BUT it was stil funny man. woohoo. 3F kept cheering for the cast when they were on stage.

with [quite] high spirits i approached my np mates for lunch together. i tried to understand why they seemed to be liddat around me, but to no avail. only when queenie swung by did they suddenly turn high. then taekwondo, i tried venting my frustrations on the fcuking target but i ended up getting bruises everywhere. so much for anger management eh. falling down is hard, painful & of course embarrassing, rite? and u should pick urself up, rite? but don't u need some help sometimes? guess not. and y'know, i don't DIAO pple. my eyes r too small. And besides, why do i have to?

smsing queenie made me find out loads of stuff. she said they all cared, they just sent queenie like a representative to ask me. but she thought i dint wanna talk abt it, after i said "next time then i'll tell you". she said they thought i dint like the way they spoke so they changed around me,dint tell me anything,couldn't EVER confide in me. cos she said i told them to respect each other. respecting IS good. but to save ALL the trouble, nxt time i'll never let pple read between my lines again. don't think they might get it yeah? or will they?

ok so i haven't been posting for awhile, but hey, lemme cheat first yar? hohos.

back to the day of the GOH parade... today is iliyas' birthday and the birthday of chung cheng high school. yippeee~ time for us to perform man. LOL. frankly speaking, we did quite ok lar. it all happened prett fast though. but y'know wat, wat boonsiong sir said was right. we ARE better than the OTHER pple. woohoo. then we took loads of pics before going home. well, except for me i guess, i don't know lahh. oh well. forget it.

went back to the yishun school & the cis had a huge surprise for us. they were announcing the reposting of instructors. gosh. when boonsiong sir said his piece, jingyi started tearing. she must hv really felt something with the squad. but honestly, i dint feel like i DID belong. i guess, maybe the squad can even do without me. i mean, HECK, wat does being a treasurer do anyway? ANYONE can be one. like, duh.

but i just don't want the sec3 squad to be separated just cos of the posting. we've been pretty tight & united. i don't want all of us to lose that. even though i don't feel like i don't REALLY belong sometimes, i want the unit to do well.

oh yeah. one last thing, happy birthday iliyas.

whoa. today was the rehearsal for the school anniversary in cchm. cchy GOH rocks man. our footdrill was only better when we're together. and oh yeah. CCB. this acronyms were used to mark our rifles. many thought of it as a certain hokkien bad word y'know. hehehhs.

but im not in a good mood. gtg now.. just came to blog and relieve stress!! argh. im sick of it.

pissed off. not freaked out. stop wherever the hell ur thoughts are going.
by the new ci jianboon, no less. isn't it a LITTLE frustrating to kick someone in front of u when ur marching? izzit WRONG to want to change place cos u have long legs that u end up kicking poor shengyao's boots??!! AND izzit FREAKIN' WRONG that u have to change place cos the one in the last row isn't that tall and when marching to a turn maybe her legs can't stretch that far, ends up going off abit and the middle person has to balance the uneveness??!
and guess what zhenxing sir, im not gonna "RELACRELAC".

took pics with no. 1 uni. today.. ok lor actually. but i can't believe so many of us in the sec3 squad are like, seemingly "out of" GOH. there's poor iliyas, cos he got chickenpox.. and the lion dance group? cos there HAS to be a lion dance performance. but i really hope the lion dance group joins back lar. even though girls and boys in different contingent and all.

there's more to say. but i'll leave it til here. tata peeps.

Lizzie!
27/12/1990
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