Monday, February 28, 2005 @ 2/28/2005 10:08:00 pm
saboh-ed.
i feel so tired. after a few hours of dissing someone ytd, i was dead tired. who ask him so naggy keep asking. made me lose my beauty sleep. hahas. no lahhs. but he was really too damned long-winded. UGH.
recieved a note in ms nora's handwriting during recess today. was supposed to meet mdm sue after school. luckily met ms nora while walking up e stairs n she told me it was postponed to tmr. she added tt i was nominated by her to be in e humanities quiz n representing the school.. its abt all those general knowledge stuff i tink. [ she claimed tt i seemed to noe abt those stuff she spoke abt in cls last yr.. act. i was just NODDING n listening intently lor. she misintepreted it. wahahas. =p ] when ms nora told me it was postponed, i found i was the last among mingching,watson n qianhui to noe abt it..DUHH. ms nora called one of them useless for not informing me. hahas. soo cute lar she.
went to physics tuition n choir after tt. mdm chen is always against weishan n me.
AND i stil don't get why the hell am i still in the choir.someone enlighten me. hahahas.
~ MUCH happier without u around. take away your nick. it sucks. big time.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, February 27, 2005 @ 2/27/2005 10:42:00 pm
liberation.
liberation. i lurve it. finally, you're gone. but i don't think i'll be able to accept after i graduate. see ya LOSER.
so come on, tell me.
2/27/2005 08:48:00 pm
the day of reckoning.
the day of reckoning is finally here. i want to feel my troubles quickly wash away from beneath my feet. i want to tell you that at first, it was a little hurtful when you acted that way. but then, i grew aggravated, irritated, angry. so then i knew... you don't deserve anything from me anymore. i haven't felt anything for you last time. why should this time be any different? therefore i do not want you to wait any longer. i know things will never work out in the end. i do not want anything like this to happen again. i want to be liberated from this frustrating piece of shit that is you.
~ to me, it is nothing. YOU are nothing. i can't feel a thing. ~
never force anything that doesn't belong to u. there can be no happiness in the end.
- in the words of Chris Jericho, you're NOTHING junior. -
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, February 26, 2005 @ 2/26/2005 11:41:00 pm
yjc play..
there was a play called "Antony and Cleopatra" in yishun jc jus now.. jea, clement n i met up before walking there. it was my first time watching a play and i dint seem to understand thaaaat much, cos it was in old shakespearan english..
during the play, chunkeat kept calling. jea n clement dint tel me he was just a few seats behind me. kept laughin sial.
WTF. i mean, damn lame lor. i DIDN'T say i was angry though. during e intermission jea said she was real tired. felt e same man.. went home at arnd 10.30. hehh. kor sent me home. he said he was better. i agree. wahahas.
so come on, tell me.
Friday, February 25, 2005 @ 2/25/2005 11:13:00 pm
guns hv made us traumatised.
sch's periods came n went real quick. too tired to study anyways. *-*
guns hv made us traumatised. i seriously think im failing my marksmanship test. not tt i bother now. its just another badge. heard frm huiyan tt among e sec3 girls, only she n meifong passed.
oh ghod. but like, watever. guys, we stil tried yeahhs?? there was a tkgs girl who came out n cried. jocelyn ma'am said she dint wanna see us doing THAT. sheesh. u can't just HIDE ur disappointment.
when it was our turn to shoot, was in booth8. mr tanthiamsoon. he was nice. my gun kept getting
JAMMED. i was last to shoot finish man. everyone finished but i still got 6bullets left. den he dint tel me to return e empty shells. hmph. alot of the others had trouble too lor. samesame ehh. hehhh. i found tt e sir outside made a mistake with my score. now i stil dono my score. dammit. cos i got like,
almost 2shots in one hole. hard to distinguish sial. mr tan said i'd probably pass though. not too sure abt tt. we went back to sch like abt 8++. got scolding.as usual. den reached home arnd 10. sianz larh.
ugh. plus TWO *bleeeeeeep* idiots kept msg-ing me while all of us were falling in. like, get a life dudes.
~`demon. if wat u said abt kenley reading my blog is true den sorry arh kenley..
~*thkx weechow for ur 'explaination'. i won't listen to those 'other freaks'. =DD
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005 @ 2/22/2005 10:46:00 pm
shoot me.
he's going for some selection today, asked me to wish
him luck. like
that's gonna help. sheesh. watever. not that i care tt much anymore.
dotz.
had literature test today. 1st time test don't nid to study. unseen text. quite difficult seh. but i don't really bother abt my lit. that much. not "gifted" in lit. . den came mr oh's lesson, he said he wanted a few pple to go to some kinda concert(?) in nanyang jc. he mentioned my name ?!!? like, hurh. i can only say..
dotz.went for the dry shooting practice at amk police station afterwards. jingyi was soooo cute on the bus, making funny actions. nxt time i wanna see her fall off her seat. =x [hopefully.just a thought though. lols.] mr tan kept pumping us there cos we were making noise. guys going crazaaay over the chij st nick's girls there n the girls well.. playing " Spread The Love ". lols.
jiesheng told me some juicy news too. gonna tease kenley abt it. hehe. went back but got scolded by my mom after that. hmph. not gonna elaborate. thkx jeanette, queenie n illyana. =D
saw an old friend online just now.. he said he wanted to go to singaporepoly. shocked man. i thought he was pretty good. anyways, his birthday is coming. march hols are too. maybe there'll be a gathering. oh great. and there's tt sec3 camp too.
dotz.go looneydotz! ^-^ happy birthday doreen~
`~ back to square 1? i don't think so. i've moved away from squares.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, February 20, 2005 @ 2/20/2005 10:05:00 pm
headaches.
gotta severe headache. again. ughhh.
seeing other pple's testimonials for others made me feel generous. i wanna start writing. heheheh. see im so kind. lols =x
hopefully tmr no chemistry test man, n hopefully...choir would get started singing the songs for the yjc concert liao. if not i'll be wasting my time again.
~like, do u tink i care?
too bad. i don't.
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, February 19, 2005 @ 2/19/2005 09:54:00 pm
no show
aiyoh. tv dint show the scouts performing leh. haiz. made all of us wait so long for nothing. should hv gone down to see. oh wells. i assume that during the commercials they did perform la. sad though.
eugene phang said he thought that they performed pretty well. heheh. bhb man. oops cant say that. if not i tink someone''ll sure come to beat me up. =x
so come on, tell me.
2/19/2005 09:35:00 pm
chingay parade
mrs sim told us that the scout drum group was performing for CHINGAY tonight. asked us to go watch n support. so most of us are watching n supporting now. hehehe. everyone wanna see how they're gonna perform on tv man. but until now stil haven come out sial.. gonna hv to wait so very patiently.
my condolences to wanping's grandmother..
so come on, tell me.
Friday, February 18, 2005 @ 2/18/2005 11:11:00 pm
xcountry
today went to sch until 10.20 cos of xcountry.. den met meiqi,weiying n occ to go to pps. eww. muz hv appointment before meeting tchers de. maybe cos last time there was a molest case there. NO STRANGERS ALLOWED. mdm sumathi stil recognises me! hehe. but tt ms lee thought i wasn't frm tt sch cos she dint see me b4. heck, i saw her b4 la. but tt place does bring back fond memories.. den had to rush back home. met yana, vincent n jiesheng at khatib mrt. where we saw a guy squeezing thru e closing mrt doors. INTERESTING.
met melissa, sp n ws at yishun interchange. reached macritchie n b4 xcountry started, IT RAINED HEAVILY. but stopped soon after n they asked us to run. DUHH.
the route was uder muddy n 1/2way thru running, it rained again. but no nid to rush one la. non-commpetitors only. but it was my 1st time running..quite shiok really. =D heard alot of pple did well! congrats everyone... go yellow hse.. "P
it rained super heavily n our feet were soaking wet.. wanted to take a taxi with the loserz to sunplaza. but i guess e taxi drivers saw ur dripping wet n dint wanna take us. HEY WE ARE PAYING MONEY OKAY. hmph. took 855 in e end. changed buses at e interchange, wp n i talked n shivered abt some really secret stuff all the way on 859. it kinda made me
realise tt i dont hv anymore feelings like tt for you now.. n i
GUESS i let the 'almost right one' go so many yrs ago.
not for "What Really Happened At Mac", we went there n waited outside to warm up 1st. den huiyan came n we went in to eat dinner 1st. yana n queenie came soon afterwards. while eating,there was a fly on yana's head n i brushed it off. 2more flies came n got squished disgustingly. ["juice" came out too. UGH. lost our appetitites.] the last one flew arnd n irritated everyone b4 it got SMACKED (beautifully) by a customer n he gotta FREE drink.
huiyan den went back cos he was gonna send her home. treat her sooo well sial =D came back home n The Loserz gotta new member: Cripple. who else wants to join hurhh? LOLS.
~* you'd better STOP wasting ur time. i mean it.
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, February 17, 2005 @ 2/17/2005 09:53:00 pm
np cny celebrations...
school was real stressing today. had sooo many tests. emaths, english n socialstudies. i am very sure i am gonna fail. dammit. watever lahhs.
the assembly period always had chinese opera but today had a very interesting show frm The Necessary Stage. it was really a big difference frm the previous performances. wow. after the performance had to help yana & the 3D pple
HELP mr lim write some names behind the photos. and den had to rush off for the np chinesenewyear celebration..
it was boring n sianz, really. wanping,xiuhui,yana n i were the only few to go 'HIGH'. plus it was real short. n some pple got $50 frm mr ang. even the CI whom we dint expect to go.
NO WONDER SHE WENT LAHH.went to mac after tt with the loserz, elvis n xiner. elvis asked a very weird qn. i SAID NO, ok. even chaichin is asking.
UGHH. he is a
complete n
utter loser who cannot understand my situation every single time.
so come on, tell me.
Monday, February 14, 2005 @ 2/14/2005 10:11:00 pm
valentine's day
its valentine's day today.. hehhehh. saw lotsa couples today after school. i dono why, but i don't feel envious. kinda weird yeah. but watever. went for the cny preparation thingy n wanted to go to choir.. but the Loserz dragged me to mac n i succumbed. sheesh. anyways, went home earlier can do finish hwk lah. even though i don even noe how or wat to do. wtf.
saleha reminded me of how i think too much everytime. shouldn't think too much nowadays. this would make me sound really O-L-D.
which reminds me, jingyi, if u read this.. magnificent elizabeth sounds high n mighty like ur nick. hahas. but should i just stick to queen elizabeth instead.?
thkx queenie for ur present.. stay happy everyone!
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, February 13, 2005 @ 2/13/2005 09:51:00 pm
oreo
went to my aunt's hse in toapayoh ytd to bai nian. had a bbq n ate quite alot, as usual. getting fatter again. bleah. but i guess playing with the lil' dog OREO counts as losing weight eh. lols =x. watched the mtv asia aid show for awhile but it was over too soon. guess i caught it too late lor. oh wells. but i still saw simple plan performing with good charlotte. they rock man.
anyways, gotta hit the books again. im gonna flunk the physics test tmr for sure. no doubt about it.
~ oh yeah. Happy Valentine's Day everyone! n valentine's day doesn't mean u HAVE TO spend it with that special someone. u could also spend it with your friends.. =D
so come on, tell me.
Friday, February 11, 2005 @ 2/11/2005 09:44:00 pm
returning to school...
BLEAH. hate going back to school with a holiday mood. at least there wasn't any english or ematsh tests... alot of pple were absent as well. english lesson was cuuuute man. jingyi was snacking on mandarin oranges n chocs. ms lim den said, "WOW u very cute hor. eat 2 at one time! not scared get stomachache arhh??" lols. ms lim followed her example after school by drinking a coca cola light with water.
she also asked feimin if she was naughty or guai, cos she had 2crowns on her head. n pple said that those with 2crowns were usually naughty but she seemed the guai-type. I CAN CONFIRM (chopchop) THAT FEIMIN IS
NOT GUAI. lol. ask sifan lahhs. whooops =x. shouldn't hv said that. wahaha.
we were told that the chinese curriculum would be reduced. thats kinda good news for those from english-speaking families struggling with english. =D hahas.
~` sorry alvin if we made u autistic man...
so come on, tell me.
Thursday, February 10, 2005 @ 2/10/2005 02:09:00 pm
chinese new year..
wahahas. hope you guys got alot of angbaos. XD
ate alot at my aunt's hse yesterday.watched the royal rumble with my bro too. my mom told my aunt abt buying an ipod shuffle. but i said i gotta consider buying it. if not i cant buy music cds anymore... plus i prefer an mp3 with fm radio.
im not very happy though. tmr still hv to go back to school for emaths n english tests. awrh fuck. not like i dint study or anything. but i hate to go back to study in school after a public holiday. rather hv to study on new yr's eve than tmr. UGHH.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, February 08, 2005 @ 2/08/2005 10:57:00 pm
happier now..
went for dinner at toapayoh just now. whoa. so full man. i tink i just put on a few kg. watever. got to eat lotsa delicious stuff. so who cares. for NOW. gulp.
hahas. my mom was sooo funny. after we finished the meal n went back to the carpark, all of us were in the car oreddy, but suddenly my mom ran in front of the car n waved her arms about like she was gonna get knocked down. imagine a grown woman doing that!! duhh.
[[ i'm much happier now.. cos u finally smsed. i guess, now we're best pals again ya? hope so... ^-^ n its been quite awhile since the old gang met up. x) ]]
so come on, tell me.
2/08/2005 01:35:00 pm
happy chinese new year!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
and also,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHAICHIN, HUIMIN, ALVIN & FEIMIN!
today was the sch's cny celebrations. performing with the choir again seems weird. i guess most of e students had fun eating chocs in e hongbaos. lols. the lion dance was sooo cool. wahahas. but now my 5day schedule is sooo packed. monday-choir, tuesday-free,wednesday to friday-npcc. grreeaaat.
anyhow, friday got emaths n english test..plus nid to hand in social studies hwk. wah-lieww. gonna hv tuition n the reunion dinner later on too. stress sial. after cny stil muz hv full sch day. duhhh.
now i realise smth. melissa & i both probably hv the same prob now, i tink we might be losing our best frenz.
~` there is nothing else to be said. you've said everything.
so come on, tell me.
Sunday, February 06, 2005 @ 2/06/2005 10:00:00 pm
changes.
feimin told me smth about a particular someone the other time, n it suddenly popped into my head after tt person just came online. i don't think they've broken up yet... but gotta wish them all the best sial. heartbreak is really painful.
argghhh. forgotten to buy chaichin's, huimin's n feimin's b'day presents. hmms, ok maybe alvin's too. hopefully can go buy after tuition tmr..
thinking of changing my blog layout again. [fickle hurh?] or maybe making one of my own. but i dono how!! plus, i got not much time anyways. n learning smth new is just gonna stress me. yet, getting another layout is pretty tiring too. watever la.
hope 3F will win the class decoration thingy!! [although i admit i feel kinda guilty i dint help out.. =(]
so come on, tell me.
Saturday, February 05, 2005 @ 2/05/2005 08:38:00 pm
lazy attitude
geez. so lazy to do anything important today. not much hwk anyways. only got the stoopid social studies newspaper thingy. that tcher damn fussy sial. hmph. oh well, watever. stil got a-math test on monday. gonna fail. haiyoh. i'm feeling so weak. my hands keep trembling.
cny is coming... wonder if i shud ask the old frenz to go back to pps. dono if we're gonna talk again. hope so.
losing the feelings day by day. its working. =)
so come on, tell me.
Friday, February 04, 2005 @ 2/04/2005 10:24:00 pm
sec3 sqd rocks!!
giraffe n vampire got new frenz & a new grp now:
The Loserz. wahahahas. they are shrek, donkey/teh-ah, winniethepooh, blubby n wildboar. whee. raymond was supposed to join ytd after tkd but hesitated after knowing queenie was in e grp. lols watever.
we did 'train to be a leader' in front of the sec1s & 2s. so many times. tiring. we got promoted to CORPORAL today!! yippee. thought i wasn't gonna get promoted actually.. but in the end everyone did. wheee. that shikin arh. met her near mos burger.
[ pls don let 'the war' in np start so soon. ]happy birthday chaichin!! older by one yr ah? more matured? no way man. jkjk. got potential arh!! hahas.
p.s.: wahahaha. ms nora is so cute.
so come on, tell me.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005 @ 2/01/2005 07:00:00 pm
posting results
`posting results out yesterday.
i'm the most reliable person in np: The TREASURER. wahaha. lame, i noe.
i'm the only person who got this job n its seems pretty easy really. kinda like the loanshark for np. lols. the last person jocelyn ma'am called out e posts to. nerve-wrecking. but i dint expect to get anything. n it feels really bad tt yijun, saleha n bantheng can't get any posts. but this doesn't mean they should consider quitting. we're all stil on probation..
but like ma'am said some pple might develop later... although i gotta admit, when ma'am called out the names for us to sit in e art room n the rest of us were stil standing there, i JUST KNEW i wasn't gonna do anything at all.
watever lahhs. just gonna continue workin harder man!! this friday promotion parade sial, dono whether we gettin promoted anotz.
anyways, go sec3 squad!! don let the crisis get all of us down!! x)
so come on, tell me.