arghhhhhh.

tmr nid to stay back for posting results. who cares abt that. but i really don wanna go for choir lehhs. sianz sial. MUST rmbr to ask mr yong abt hving a 2nd cca... if not i'll regret it sial.

watever. gonna to my literature essay now. like im gonna be able to write anything out liddat. hmphh.

Wah. Soooo looong nvr blog liao. Haiz. Too busy doing hwk n stuff. On Friday some young tcher came for cme n confiscated feimin’s n my hwk. Puhleaze. We needed to complete it. I forgotten to do it n she dint noe abt it. Ugh. She gave it back anyhow. WHATEVER.

but im back frm the sec1 orientation camp. Was in grp 12: sunshine, with Pawan n Queenie. Our trainer was Sherli. Nice person. Food was kinda better den training camps’ food. Supposed to go for np for posting results tt day. Queenie, Haziq n I were looking at e sqd learning new stuff. Ahh. Can’t learn man.

anyways in e camp, we played some some games in our base n den some cheers. E campfire took abt 2-3hrs. wayy too long. Our grp dint win e cheerleading competition but we had fun. Wahahahaha. Had to do some patrolling before getting the chance to bathe. Den can finally get to slp.. but we dint get a good slp. Cos some boys were walking outside our room n woke us up before 5am.ugh. went back to slp n suddenly my hp alarm rang. ~_~
went to hv breakfast before doing some other games again. had a combined grp challenge with grp11 and 13, I tink. Ooh forgot to mention tt there was a trainer who looked ALOT like Ken Lim frm S’pore Idol. Like copy-paste de. Hahas. Den we had some presentation thingy n things were soon over. Yayy. Queenie n I slipped away with our bags n went to mac for lunch. went home by bus n saw some previous tcher from peixin primary. What a nice lady. Hehe. we talked abt some stuff tt were happening recently n I alighted before hearing wat else she was gonna say. Sniff. Hahas.

took a bath after getting home. Slept for quite awhile too. but im still so frazzled. Couldn’t even concentrate much on hwk too. haizz. Luckily there’s stil tmr… x)

Out of balance. Out of touch with reality.

eughh.

got hwk for literature again. another essay. hey its still kinda better den some other stuff sial. oh wells, even english also have. but don care lah, tmr hv to wake up early to do lor. tmr's a public holiday anyway, so maybe got time. wahaha. today assembly had 2 funny performances by some drama group.. they were teasing the chinese language man. lols.

den afterwards got psl until 5++. missed tkd cos of that.. asked ms zarina whether i shud join back choir so my points won't be wasted. i still dono wat to do really. haizz. i know i shouldn't be so indecisive though. but i just can't bear to see my efforts being wasted just like that. oh wells, i'll see how this goes.

ahh!! almost saw sly outside cchy. raymond called queenie ytd wen we were doing the notice board, saying he saw him. but we ran out of the school n he left oreddy. sniff. kenley said he saw sly before. im like, so envious. but how come he keeps getting spotted in sembawang? esp. near cchy?...

weird. anyways. the new american idol season is sooo funny!!

have alot of hwk for the weekend.ugh. tmr muz wake up earlier to do. yay, we learnt new songs today! 'i love banana, coconut and grapes'+'E.T' hahas. pervertic ya??pple were like squeezing each other's tits.oops.=x

abit slacker than last time’s activities, maybe cos andrew sir’s in a gd mood..? not complaining tho. don like a biiotch being there. I saw meiqian working @ mac! dint noe she stil recognised me. saw shikin n ym too. hehe. hmms, dono why peihui ma’am kept 'arrowing' me or smth. Geez, everyone noes im quiet. But actually im just easily-nervous n kinda shy sometimes. hmph. even yesterday’s psl meeting was liddat. wtf.

I HATE being who I am sometimes. Someone please help me crawl outta this shell that’s still lagging with me..!! UGHH. I wanna improve my confidence, personality n pple’s view of me. I really wanna n I don care how. I really wanna so smth abt it.

today he told me he found a stead already. Puhleaze, i already knew right frm the start that he could nvr wait, but he stil insisted. im not stupid, jus using common sense. not saying he doesn’t hv any. sometimes boys cannot wait for girls.

sorry i couln't blog for so many days. was busy doing hwk, researching stuff for history n socialstudies n had to spend time on cca too. sheesh.

anyways, ytd was cca orientation. tiring. brought 1h boys arnd. i'd rather be in the np booth with air-con sial. hmms, he dint come too. but watever. we got to get balloons! i got 2 HUGE purple ones. whee. zhenxing n yuanzhe sir made some silly/cute cartoon voices after inhaling helium frm e balloons. lols. =_=". ma'am said our sqd will not tide over the "crisis" tt we are gonna undergo cos its impossible.. i guess, maybe. but i still hope we can do it. gd luck to everyone ya. x)

haiz.. tmr stil nid to return back to school. i loathe school. hope tis wk turns out better den last wk. oh wells.

school. sucks.

social studies n history sucks. i can't believe i'd say this man. but the tcher..ueghh. mdm sue might lecture well but she expects us to be independent like now. gotta walk before running right. duhh. i hope i'll still do well. I WANT TO DO WELL. i don't care wat pple think. she acts like she can put me down, fine, i'll show it to that old hag. I'LL PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS. so k.m.a.. i'll do well in my o'levels n see wat u can say.

yesterday 31/12 ___
gotta update for yesterday since i dint post. went to my aunt's hse in toa payoh for new yr eve celebration again.. played w/ the doggie there. cute lil' Oreo!! wahaha. but quite bian tai. likes to lean against my err, *ahem* chest. ahh well, went to buy some gameboy cartridge batteries. finally can play pokemon: gold version at nite on my gameboy w/ my bro.. lol. ok i noe im kinda childish. but i missed out on the chance to play! and pokemon was actually meant for gamers, not "kids" actually.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE...
ok i noe im abit late but its still January1 ya?? lol. ok now im talking like ffx's wakka.["yayaya"] Anyways, hope that 2005 would be a better year for everyone and that all our hopes n wishes would finally be realized.this morning went to eat breafast at northpoint. den went to walk around before going to pre-oder taufik's album. BUT the pre-sale order are sold out. dammit.

new year resolutions__
alright, i noe i might not be fulfilling all these and im gonna get stressed for doin it but heck, here are they.
1- study really hard and get good results!!
2- gain more confidence
3- grow somemore.. *whenever, wherever. lols. :x*
4- get to know more friends [cos in a new class].
5- be happy and don't give up on things easily.
6- save more money to buy cds.

Lizzie!
27/12/1990
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